Tml gging church for the miracle catch.. tat will properly be the last time i gging to church for this yr..

recently i feel tat the church is stressing mi out.. i dont know why.. just feel tat..
Maybe is the rules posted by our tribe's pastor.

Sometime i really dont understand those rules.
why ppl in our tribe are not allowed to be attached before 21.
why we must follow everything mentioned in the bible.
many many more....

God indeed is good, and it is undeniable tat i have changed alot eversince i believe in christianity.
If without God i'm properly a shit now, no aim , no hope, useless..

The bible says, God is in control of ur life, he has a plan for everyone.
For wat i believe, God controls our life of cos, but he controls wat i already done , not wat will be done in the future.
wat u wan to do , all depends on urself.

I have nv believed tat i just have to sit around doing nth den God will provide mi a life tat i am happy with,,
If it is true, den why everyone is worrying for jobs and money,. why dont they just sleep at home everyday, maybe money and food will fly in from the window..

According to the bible, sin is not onli to do wrong things but oso not doing wat God wants u to do..
tat maybe true 2000 yrs ago, but not now, in this world of realities and materialism.
I have my own idea and plan, i have no choice but to live for myself , not all for jesus ,at least when i'm still alive..

If that is a sin, den let it be one..
But i will make sure when i benefit myself, no one is harmed seriously..

I'm not saying wat in the bible are wrong, but the realities dont allow mi to follow them,,,
which also includes the rules posted by our tribe's pastor, i feel those are quite unreasonable,
Even christianity does not stated those things are not allowed, den why the pastor doesnot allow it? For our good izzit...

He is not God, not even mi, how is tat possible for him to know wat is really good for mi.

But I'm still have a strong faith in God and christianity, because God's words are indeed the truth, onli the world makes it untrue.....

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